Dazed Blog Thoughts

2003-04-22T23:53:00.000-04:00

My stay at Laurier was awkward. The ppl there were rather cold/snobbish, compared to Western. I had to stay there for the entire day, wandering around town. This was because I had my audition + interview @ 12 something and I wrote my theory test @ around 5, due to the silly fire alarm drill. Nothing much to see. I dunno why I'm being so negative about Laurier. The atmosphere wasn't "there" I guess - do I make sense?

They videotaped my audition. Funny how they placed the camcorder on the ground *go figure - they wanna tape my feet when I pedal?*. The adjudicators were quite dead. All they did after my audition was go on and on about their program. Then, I had to see another person for the "real" interview. No-brainer questions asked. The vibe that I was getting felt like they could care less about you. Well, I could care less about Laurier too, (all because of Western, heh heh). I asked some questions about the music + admin option, and the guy couldn't even answer them. whatsupwiththat?

Anyhoo, I don't mind if I don't get accepted. I'm just glad that the audition is over with. I could have skipped the audition in the first place. Oh wells. It's good to see another university anyway.

2003-04-05T19:51:00.000-05:00

Who's going to UWO?

MEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yes I know I know, I'm still waiting for the "official" offer of admission, but they sent me a letter indicating that they're waiting for my marks, probably from mid-term. If they're satisfactory, the real offer of admission of letter will be sent to me in a few weeks. So basically, the Faculty of Music's Admissions ppl sent a recommendation to the Admissions Office, telling them that I'm to be admitted to MAS.

Sorry if the above doesn't flow. Believe you me, it still hasn't hit me yet that I'm pretty much accepted to Western - and I'm getting an early acceptance too.

2003-03-30T17:47:00.000-05:00

I'm soooooo PMSing, it's not funny. I've been eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping and not focusing. I hate that.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr. Stay away.

2003-03-28T20:25:00.000-05:00

I'm SO turned off. I'm F-ing grossed out. The situation's getting more lame than it should be. I've heard enough. I've learned enough. I really regret my decision, changing my mind last minute. I don't care if I come off as a b!tch now, b/c that's how things are suppose to be.

2003-03-25T00:53:00.000-05:00

I LOVE UWO =)

Spent the past weekend in London, and I had a great time at the university. I met some great students and I love the Faculty of Music. The interview and the test went well. The test was rather challenging to my surprise, but I got through it. I hate myself for thinking too much about the interview at the moment. Please please PLEASE pick me. 10 out of 52 applicants. 1 in 5 chances. I hope they offer early acceptances, but I'll have to wait for a month. I wanna be a MAS student!

Yes, the town is rather dead. My goodness. But I had a good stay at the hotel :)

5-hour recording session @ band today. Crazy times.

Man, so many things that I heard today had an effect on my "decision". I'm so slow - it seems like the whole friggin school knows about the situation, it's hilarious. I dunno I dunno I dunno.

Me sleepy (LoL). Just came back from Jack Astor's. Feels gross to gain weight b/c I lost 4 lbs during my weekend @ London --> Go Me.

Sorry for the lack of updates!

2003-01-04T00:50:00.000-05:00

Who is THE loser of the day?

--> ME <--

Why? Here's the story of her day:

Bad weather conditions
Daisy drove in such bad weather conditions
Daisy lost control of car and skidded off the road, crashing into a backyard fence
Daisy had to do some major waiting and it was freezing cold
Daisy needs money to pay for all the damages
Daisy has been thinking too much about it and if she thinks about it any more, she'll become mentally scarred

Why do stupid things happen to me so often, and I can't seem to do anything about it?
And everything happens for a reason.
Simply put, I'm just plain stupid in the first place.

2002-12-30T01:14:00.000-05:00

Boo, it's Monday already.

Still staying up late thinking and thinking and thinking... hw wise unfortunately

Saturday was a weird day... really weird. Some dude in the subway creeped me out. He kept on complimenting me, but thank goodness I had a book, so I started reading. I thought he was gonna follow me, but he left just 2 stops before I did. So, I get out of the subway, making my way to *gasp* Long and McQuade, and then the ice/snow on the roof melted and fell right on top of me dead on. Bad omen? I dunno.

There are so many ppl running around Long and McQuade. It's scary. They have 3 separate big-ass sections of the store, which takes up the entire block.

It was simply a weird weird day. It may not sound like it, but it was weird to me. Speaking of the Saturday, I haven't had a Saturday off in 4 months. No wonder it was a weird day. I'm being repetitive. I know. It's been a weird day.

[ - - - - - - - ]
Where are you?
Yes I admit, I miss you.
Hopefully we'll see each other before you go.

2002-12-26T23:43:00.000-05:00

Omfgoodness... I'm actually grossed out from shopping today - didn't get much either :(

Anyhoo, more details later - I can't believe I'm starting blog even though I should be working on ISUs and essays and all that :(

Geez, this is a rather pessimistic 1st blog entry.

Heh heh

Daisy